Today I feel especially grateful. Miracles do happen when you have faith!
For a long time, I had a medical condition (I don't like to use the word "illness") for which the doctors said - there is no cure and you'll have to take the medicine all your life (don't worry, it is not a deadly disease). Now I'm smiling because something that was said to be impossible actually isn't. I honestly respect doctors and traditional medicine, I really respect their hard work and dedication. On the other hand, something in me refused to accept that taking that harmful medicine all my life is the only solution and the only truth. I tried almost everything and many times I was disappointed, but I'm grateful to all the people who tried to help me. Sometimes, doctors' voices were very scary, but even then I knew that something else could be done. I knew that still there was something sitting inside of me that I had to let go.
Luckily, I was blessed to meet my Guru Mohanji three years ago who helped me to go deep inside myself, to remove so many blockages. All the retreats, meditations, healings, visible as well as the invisible hand of Mohanji, all the techniques that He used were there only to guide us to ourselves. He is just showing us where to look, but not what to see. And He never told anybody that we MUST do anything. There is always freedom of choice, which I really appreciate. I only listened to my inner voice, you can call it intuition, that I'm on the right way. Actually, I didn't have any doubts. I am eternally grateful. How can I ever repay?! He told me "don't worry, things will be alright, I do my job". I have always had faith in Him.
Every disease, when it's already on a physical level, it's only the manifestation of what was sitting inside us for a long, long time. Suppressed emotions. If you don't cure the root of the problem, the problem will appear again and again. I felt that as the only truth. And it is!
My intention isn't to tell you - go away from your doctors and don't take any necessary medicine. Even if you don't have a Guru, my only advice that I also learned from dearest Mohanji and experienced myself would be
Listen to your body.
Listen to yourself.
Spend time with yourself.
Get to know yourself.
There is something sitting inside you... may be anger, hatred, sorrow, pains from the past, guilt...
Find it, face it, let it go...
Don't run away from it, it won't go.
How do you feel IS important.
Emotional health is directly linked to physical health.
Be positive but don't be "artificially" positive.
Keep emptying yourself from all the negative things that are sitting inside you and making you sick, although it takes time and effort.
Love yourself and do not give up!
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